Rehearsal notes


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CURRENTLY IN REHEARSAL — Sept 2016-PRESENT

IN ON IT
by Daniel MacIvor

In rehearsal with the following SHADOWS:

Director – Matthew Spinney


IN ON IT Notes – Feb 7-11/2017

Michael Holmes-Lauder & Scott Shannon in Daniel MacIvor's IN ON IT (Moncton)

Michael Holmes-Lauder & Scott Shannon in Daniel MacIvor’s IN ON IT (Moncton)

That last performance in Moncton may have felt the most, umm, IN ON IT! It just felt right, top to bottom, wonderfully cozy space at Théâtre l’Escaouette, using their rehearsal space as a performance studio. Marc, from l’Escaouette, brought lights down into the space, which is already draped in black and set up with sound. It really was the most perfect venue for the show out of the three spaces we played, because of that intimacy with the audience that we were able to share more in the Moncton space than the rooms in Fredericton and Saint John. Freddy and SJ still had the audience connection, but those raised stages where you are essentially “talking down” to the audience really hurts some of that, and for us part of what we need is to be more on the level with the audience, I think. Being on the same level with the audience in Moncton was a wonderful way to wrap up the run.

And the people at Théâtre l’Escaouette were outstandingly fantastic from the moment we made the booking to the moment we left the space after the show. Each person we dealt with was just incredibly kind, professional, and encouraging. It was a really great experience playing there, so hopefully Moncton can become a regular stop for us.

Michael Holmes-Lauder & Scott Shannon in Daniel MacIvor's IN ON IT (Moncton)

Michael Holmes-Lauder & Scott Shannon in Daniel MacIvor’s IN ON IT (Moncton)

The show in Moncton, as noted above, went very well for us, and the audience was very responsive – always cool to hear the different things different audiences catch and react to, which in turn feeds back to us. That final performance of something, even though we’re hopefully keeping this show in the wings for a future run, but the final show of anything is always bittersweet, and that last night in Moncton was no different. The show itself has already been an emotional ride for me as THIS ONE, with many moments in the show weighing heavy because of their inherent weight, but some because of personal reflection. So, the usual impact of the show on my soul coupled with that being the final performance all added up to an even more intense emotional ride than usual. By the time we hit the final moments of the show, from the crash scene forward, I was having a hard time not bursting into tears on numerous lines. And then the very final moments of the show, listening to that precisely built sound cue by Michael, I was swept up in the weight of the moment. Imaging that crash, the scene, while listening to those sounds … it’s a rush I won’t soon forget.

And so thus ends another rehearsal process and show run … for now … moving back into exploration mode now, hoping we’ll have time next month to play with A STORY JONES …

scott


IN ON IT Notes – Jan 24-29/2017

Michael Holmes-Lauder as THAT ONE in Daniel MacIvor's IN ON IT

Michael Holmes-Lauder as THAT ONE in Daniel MacIvor’s IN ON IT

After a brief reprieve, I’m sitting to collect my thoughts … the Saint John run was over in a flash, it seemed. As always, it’s nice to see a few family and friends (thanks for ALWAYS coming!), and then a few other unknowns … but we can’t seem to generate an audience in Saint John, not that we have a large following here in Capital City, but our numbers are more consistent up here, I think. It will be cool to see how we do in Moncton, based on our limited publicity campaign – we really rely on word-of-mouth and the social media posts via the various channels available. Regardless of the size, it’s always a pleasure to play in front of folks, to complete the circle we began with the rehearsal process and have an audience of any size in the room to receive our storytelling. It’s a pleasure and a privilege. Thanks to each of you for coming.

Scott Shannon as THIS ONE in Daniel MacIvor's IN ON IT

Scott Shannon as THIS ONE in Daniel MacIvor’s IN ON IT

I have to say that at this point, Michael and I on stage, and Matt running tech, know this show VERY well – it feels REALLY GOOD to be in this position from the start of the run, and all the way through. There was a certain looseness to our Saint John performances after one city’s run under our belts and the show sitting and simmering that much longer, which I think bodes very well for what we’ll accomplish in Moncton. That said, it doesn’t mean “mistakes” or “live moments” can’t happen …

For instance, there’s a scene where THIS ONE and THAT ONE are having a quick argument in the SHOW state of the play about the poster for the play/show. This culminates to THAT ONE attacking/poking at THIS ONE’s personality, and I can’t remember the exact way it unfolded, but Michael is supposed to say a line that I pick up a few words from and reply back, but he said something completely off script, I turned away in a huff saying “I—WHATEVER!”, to gain a moment of thought, and then before we knew it we were back on track … that was the first night in Saint John …

On the 2nd night in Saint John, during this beautifully cathartic moment where we have what are essentially intertwining monologues with each of us facing straight out, not talking to one another but rather to the audience – so my lines make sense in my order and his lines make sense in his order, and the way they mash-up and intermingle as we each say basically lines back and forth makes its own poetry. Well, on this night it kind of went like this exchange from MacIvor’s THIS IS A PLAY, with me, in effect, being *both* the OLDER FEMALE ACTOR and the MALE ACTOR in the following exchange – essentially, I messed up and Michael had to just do his best to hold onto his lines until we hit the end moment:

MALE ACTOR: I say my second line.
OLDER FEMALE ACTOR: I say my second line.
MALE ACTOR: I say my third line.
OLDER FEMALE ACTOR: I say my third line.
MALE ACTOR: I say my fourth line.
OLDER FEMALE ACTOR: I say my ninth line.
MALE ACTOR: I look at her funny.
OLDER FEMALE ACTOR & MALE ACTOR: Focus!
MALE ACTOR: I say my sixth line .
OLDER FEMALE ACTOR: I say my fifth line.
MALE ACTOR: I say my third line.
OLDER FEMALE ACTOR: I say my tenth line.

… I guess I was more the OLDER FEMALE ACTOR, but anyway, we got ourselves sorted in time to hit the mark that launches us into Michael’s “vortex” speech – such beautiful writing from MacIvor during this:

(RAY closes his eyes, seeing what BRAD is describing.)

BRAD: An incredible vortex of slow motion and silence. Spinning through time, lighter than air, weightless. Weightless and perfectly calm. You look out the window and it’s filled with sky – the tops of buildings and trees and electrical wires slowly moving past, and as they do they turn to smoke. A thick black smoke that takes a moment to disperse. Everything turns to smoke then holds its shape for a moment then drifts away from itself. The leaves the wires the trees the buildings. And you feel sad that it’s going but at the same time you feel this blissful peace at being able to witness it go away. And you think: “This is what it’s like to die.” But no, then you realize; “No …

(RAY opens his eyes.)

BRAD: (cont’d) No, this is what it’s like to be alive.” And then …

RAY: And then you’re gone.

BRAD: … you’re gone.

… MacIvor (seemingly) captures the moment of death wish such wonder and precision, yet still oozing a feeling of elusiveness … he does this in HERE LIES HENRY at the very end as well, in a much longer passage … very different, but that feeling is unmistakable: YOU ARE IN ON IT.

1st SJ AUD for IN ON IT

1st SJ AUD for IN ON IT

All that to basically say I am loving the show, loving the 3 NB city tour we’re doing, and I’m stoked to hit Moncton for the first time … I don’t think I’ve ever performed in Moncton, for any reason in my life … Théâtre l’Escaouette, our Moncton venue, have been nothing but overly helpful and encouraging – we’re VERY grateful to them! Can’t wait to play in their space …

scott


IN ON IT Notes – Jan 15/2017(PM)

Last Freddy AUD for IN ON IT

Last Freddy AUD for IN ON IT

And that’s it for Fredericton … feels weird. But we had solid turn outs each night, and played to about 75 people overall, which is average/high/low for us all at the same time, ya just never know. I had anticipation one of the nights would have seen a larger crowd, as has happened in the past, but alas … and so we’re taking the show on the road! Onwards to SAINT JOHN this coming weekend!

Scott Shannon & Michael Holmes-Lauder in Daniel MacIvor's IN ON IT

Scott Shannon & Michael Holmes-Lauder in Daniel MacIvor’s IN ON IT

As for the Friday and Saturday Freddy performances, all continued to run smoothly, for the most part. The odd line hiccup or sound cue mishap, but that’s all part of the live performance experience as well – how do we play out a “mistake”. Reminds me of a quote by Miles Davis, “It’s not the note you play that’s the wrong note – it’s the note you play afterwards that makes it right or wrong.” I think we all know the show so well that we’re able to roll with moments as they arise (yes, I’m knocking-on-wood right now). I think part of what is really feeling good for me is the connection with Michael on the stage along with the audience, and I’m a little more aware of the thread between Michael and I now after reflecting upon the run of shows. He’s throwing himself into this work and I’m not sure I’ve been receiving as much as I should have been, because I’ve been focusing more on myself in that equation (my lack of confidence can get the better of me at times, especially when it’s been a while since I last performed). But the presence of the audience

Michael Holmes-Lauder as THAT ONE in Daniel MacIvor's IN ON IT

Michael Holmes-Lauder as THAT ONE in Daniel MacIvor’s IN ON IT

highlights how non-linear the narrative of the play is, and that the audience is piecing it altogether as the show unfolds – not that this was news, but it became background to my concerns performing THIS ONE until I was slapped in the face by it at the preview show. The run of shows made it ever so clear how Michael and I are sharing this unfolding with the audience, who are reacting in various ways at various times over the course of the show. An incredible feeling to be a part of … I only hope “talking about it” doesn’t spoil this for our other runs – HA! I’m sure it hasn’t … And I’m looking forward to being in the room with an audience again … rehearsals after an opening always feel a bit hollow … but are good for reflection as the run of the show almost feels like slow motion without the pressure of performance, so there’s time to ponder as moments unfold …

scott


IN ON IT Notes – Jan 13/2017(AM)

Scott Shannon as THIS ONE in Daniel MacIvor's IN ON IT

Scott Shannon as THIS ONE
in Daniel MacIvor’s IN ON IT

After a whirlwind set-up in Memorial Hall on Wednesday night and some further sound work by Matt and Michael on Thursday morning, we arrived @5pm Thursday to finish out some tech work, run a cue-to-cue, and then OPEN THE SHOW! It was exhilarating and nerve-wracking with such a tight schedule, but the end it all pulled together because of the amazing work we’ve done in the rehearsal room with Matt, and the design preparation work both Michael and Matt did before the show. Often with amateur groups the show is still really “coming together” during the time you’re moving into a performance space, and the some recent Shadow shows fell into that problem as well, but we nailed it this time and had the show basically rocking for a weeks before opening – it felt good and is generally how we like Shadow shows to prepare. The process was a great success, and my favourite in a while … really good times and theatrical growth with these two Shadows over the rehearsal process.

Michael Holmes-Lauder as THAT ONE in Daniel MacIvor's IN ON IT

Michael Holmes-Lauder as THAT ONE in Daniel MacIvor’s IN ON IT

In the moments leading to the show finally opening, I was standing in the wings somewhat a nervous-wreck, but completely confident in the adventure before me. It was really weird to not see the faces of the audience – you forget how blinding the stage lights can be until you find your view around them (another symptom of less stage time). The last 2 shows we’ve done in such a way as to use the light in the rooms we used, so I’ve been away from stage light for a while … it felt lonely up there at first, searching for that connection with the audience which the opening monologue so desperately needs, and then I could feel the presence and begin to hear them out there, and finally see them (sorry we didn’t get a shot of you that first night, but the idea didn’t occur to me until after the opening show). I had thought the preview show earlier in the week had bled out my main bout of nerves, but on this night I had much to shake off at first as I glistened my way through the first couple of scenes (the bald head does little to catch the sweat). We made it through the show without much of a hitch at all, in fact feeling quite good about what we’d created together, the three of us, using MacIvor’s words. Matt’s direction is what sculpted the overall trajectory and much of each scene’s nuance, and I’m so happy to have shared the stage with Michael in such an intense manner – we really play well off each other, as we’ve experienced in smaller doses in the past, but this show was just the two of us trusting one another and it is feeling really good for the rest of the run.

scott


IN ON IT Notes – Jan 10/2017(AM)

Show week! Opening our “3 CITIES IN NB ARE IN ON IT” tour in Fredericton on Thursday. Last night we performed for a small invited preview audience – lessons learned. All my life I’ve been a performer in some capacity, at times more active than others, but with our recent shifts in how Nasty Shadows stages things I have found performing only once per year to be both exhilarating and terrifying! We had a small group of friends come for the preview last night, and I was nervous all day … nauseated a bit in the afternoon, sweating buckets at the start of our preview run, but then the groove started settling in and I began to feel the comfort of being on stage in front of watchful eyes – thanks to those who endured the preview! It’s much appreciated!

Tech Talk w/ Michael & Matt

Tech Talk w/ Michael & Matt

I believe the preview run went extremely well. It really affected me more than I’d anticipated, having people in the room while we shared this story – some of the moments were almost overwhelmingly emotional. I had to hold myself in check, and almost lost myself to a pile of tears during the final minutes of the show … quite a ride …

Before breaking for Xmas, Michael and I did one last run of the show together without Matt watching, so just the two of us performing in an empty room. Again, quite a different feeling without any outside investment in our actions, but it was necessary for us to keep the show rolling. Over the break Michael and I met only once to run lines together, while each working lines on our own during the rest of the time (the three of us and our ladies all had a very great evening together relaxing outside of the play’s shadow, so that was great too!). Since we’ve been back we have run the show a number of times, worked some spot rehearsals for certain scenes/moments needing massaging, and have tightened things into a well oiled machine – but there’s this human aspect to it all that keeps it breathing and unpredictable as well. I used to shoot for saying my lines and making movements that were *exactly* the same each time I performed, but over the past few years I’ve gravitated to a more loose approach while still maintaining that foundation. It’s healthy and more fun to see how things change night to night and how you have to react to that development. I’m still locked into a foundational performance, but it allows me to riff off that base a little more … and playing with Michael makes this easy – I think we work well on stage together, listening and responding in kind.

Scott puzzeld by Tech Talk w/ Michael & Matt

Scott puzzeld by Tech Talk w/ Michael & Matt

Matt has brought us to this point, and his leadership and guidance have been invaluable – there’s no way we could do what we’re doing without his oversight and input. We certainly work as a group, but Matt has the final call on anything needing a decision, and he also has clarified so many different moments to aim towards an overall arc for the show. Incredible work on his part, which goes mostly unnoticed by anyone not in the rehearsal room …

Thursday we make this live for an audience in Memorial Hall … tonight we run again in our rehearsal room, and tomorrow night we move into the Hall for a speedy set-up of our technical components – there are LOTS of sound and lighting effects in this show, so tomorrow night is going to be a long haul … but it will teach us what we need to know for moving into the venues in Saint John and Moncton where we’ll have even less set-up time … an exciting week, and it’s hard to believe we’ve finally reached this point … here we go!

scott


IN ON IT Notes – Dec 20/2016(AM)

Our first FULL run of the play = in the bag. I’m really hoping the audience loves this play as much as we do, and so for their sakes our execution must be precise – like the text itself, there really is no room for error. And yet, I see more and more of the big heart the show has and how much it’s affecting me. I am hoping the show draws in the audience to its world the way this process has taken me into that world.

Pre-show for First Full Run of IN ON IT

Pre-show for First Full Run of IN ON IT

As always, many lessons learned tonight after getting through the entire play for the first time. Showed us where pacing lags, memories fade for lines and/or scene transitions, etc. The story/ies is/are not told in a linear way – we move from SHOW state > PAST state > PLAY state all the time, and not necessarily in that order, and sometimes even those lines are blurred. Damn, I can’t believe how incredibly all of this ties together. It’s the epitome of the well-made-play – and for me it’s the play’s awareness of itself that raises it to this other level, and not in cheap or gimmicky ways, but rather the entire world of the play hinges on it being a play, that the audience be there with the live actors, and that everyone is aware of attending a “play”. This One’s journey/gift is the play, in every sense of the word/idea/moment.

The play makes me anxious it is so well crafted … it’s a big challenge for us, but we’re in a really good place with 3 weeks until opening night … even with our Xmas break in there …

scott


IN ON IT Notes – Dec 18/2016(PM)

We made excellent strides over this past week resulting in the end of our refined/detailed work on the final scenes of the play. It’s been an interesting week with some of the text beginning to hit me a little more intensely – I found myself crying while trying to run lines by myself, or trying to recite lines for Alicia during a drive the other day. Then the other night in rehearsal we did further work on the “old man” scene I was talking about in my last note, only this time the weight of the moment and the personal thoughts that flash through my mind during that moment, all added up me finding a really great space for the scene with tears welling up … now to hold onto that and craft it into something I can return to.

IN ON IT script screenshot (I have a PDF on my phone so I can always run my lines -- it's awesome! - scott)

IN ON IT script screenshot (I have a PDF on my phone so I can always run my lines — it’s awesome! – scott)

I did an exercise many moons ago when I was attending the acting program at Dalhousie University. Our acting teacher took us all to an old small gymnasium on this particular day, so the floor had this criss-cross of lines for all the various sports it might accommodate. We only used half the gym, and our teacher fed us into the active half in a staggered pattern with our instruction being to walk along the lines, turning when we felt like it onto a new line; if we encounter face to face with another, just turn around and head back along the line; so just keep moving the whole time. Eventually all 15 of us were walking along the lines, turning, etc., until Patrick (our teacher) started calling us out one-by-one – I think I was pulled out with maybe 6-7 others still walking the lines. Patrick then asked Erika, a classmate, to go stand in the far corner of the active part of the floor and start laughing; he then told me to go stand in the opposite corner and start crying. So half the class was watching, half walking, while Erika and I mustered our best/worst fake laughs/cries. Before too long the walkers had all been pulled off the floor so the entire class was watching me and Erika, who by this point were actually succeeding in our direction: she was laughing hysterically and I was balling my eyes out, just standing there in front of our class. Patrick then called Erika off the floor, leaving only me, crying. It was one of the most intense experiences I’ve ever had. Willing myself to cry. It’s a touchstone I come back to …

The day ended with just me and Spinney working my final monologue of the show, the closing moments of the play. It’s going to be quite a journey coming from the start, through the play, and hitting this monologue at the end of it all … I can’t wait to run that, and run that, and run that!

And so, we are now ready to run the show a few times this coming week before we take a short Xmas break. REALLY looking forward to finally running this entire show … I mean, play … tomorrow night will be our first pass from top-to-bottom, and it’s both a scary and fun intersection of the process.

scott


IN ON IT Notes – Dec 11/2016(PM)

A month since my last report and we are just about through our detailed work on each scene, just a few scenes left to go, so we are in a good place. Michael has most of the sound work done except for a few cues we have to actually record. Venues have been secured, poster printed and circulating, so we are moving closer and closer to the new year. We’re back in Memorial Hall on the UNB Freddy campus Jan 12th-14th (Thurs-Sat), then the next weekend we move onto another familiar venue we love in Saint John, the Mini-Theatre in SJHS Jan 20th-21st (Fri-Sat), and finally our *very first* performance in Moncton, NB at Théâtre l’Escaouette Feb 4th (Sat).

Théâtre l’Escaouette, Moncton, NB

Théâtre l’Escaouette, Moncton, NB

Last week we did a run of the first half which went, well, as well as could be expected for the first big run of a section of the show but was a great learning part of the process and gives you a more cohesive feel for what we’ve stitched together. I can’t wait until we reach the end of the show’s scene work and start running larger stretches and refining moments, etc., and then simply running the show as a whole – looking forward to that feeling.

As we wade our way through scene by scene, moment by moment, it becomes even more clear how well crafted this freakin’ play is. It’s incredible. Not one lost moment or word, it is all important and ties to another moment in close or far proximity within the text. The story is not linear, and there is more than one story happening, really, but the way it all fits together builds a single narrative arc that is exquisitely designed. While running lines not too long ago for a scene between one of the characters and his father, I was struck by the weight of the words I had to utter, which were few. The “old man” father does most of the talking in the scene, and my role of the “son” in that scene finds me just pandering his rambling, for the most part. But in the mid-point of the scene, in response to some very left-field questions from the “old man” the son simply says, “No”, to the first question and then, “Yes” to the second – I could feel tears beginning to well in my eyes. Powerful stuff. To quote a Seinfeld line I love: “All these issues are interrelated.”

Old black script binder vs. new blue script binder

Old black script binder vs. new blue script binder

This is such a beautifully crafted story of love, I am so happy to finally share this MacIvor gem with our Nasty audiences.

scott

PHOTO NOTE: I have been using the same black binder for over a decade — I have loved that binder and felt bound to it … but it was time to retire that old black binder due to it falling apart and not holding pages any longer … sad to see it go, and now I’m getting acquainted with my new blue binder … so far, so good 😉


IN ON IT Notes – Nov 12/2016(PM)

So … So. So it was a good week …

We had a good session Wednesday night with This One and That One in their native forms, so this was a scene in real-time as the characters/actors who are performing the play – “It’s complex”, to steal a line from the play. There are three “realities” the play inhabits as it tells this story of love and friendship. Tonight’s scene was in “Show” reality, so the actors themselves. When we transition back in time to a scene happening between This One and That One we are in a “Past” reality, and when the This One and That One become other characters that is the “Play” reality. These realities or “states” bounce around and gradually weave more, blurring their lines. Damn, this is an incredible text.

IN ON IT script p.20

IN ON IT script p.20

This was the first big scene between the characters as themselves, so our first big moment of exploration as to how these guys might interact, which in turn will bleed backwards into the work we’ve already done, but this will also be the first point the audience gets a more exposed look at This One and That One and their relationship. The previous “Show” scenes were quick and behaved more as joiners between other scenes, but this time we spend a few pages in “Show” state. It was good to feel that interaction so as not to lose sight of the overarching story at work between This One and That One.

Friday was a solo session with where Matt and I worked on refining my opening monologue after some earlier work we had done. It’s good to be able to be honest and constructive with each other. For instance, there was a certain gesture Matt had asked for in our last session that I wasn’t overly crazy about but wanted to give him the benefit of the doubt – glad I did. I’m now a fan of the moment and find it to be exactly what we need to complete that picture. That opening speech changed so much from the clinical detached approach I brought into our first rehearsal for it. It will become a hard moment for me, I think, and hopefully an engaging start to the show if we hit just the right note – there’s a balance to be had here between being over emotional/sentimental and so leaning into the world of cheese, being cheesy, but on the other side of that is a feeling that can hit us all to our core. I can feel it reading the text, and we’re trying to bring that out in our performances – I don’t want to get in the way of the text because it’s the draw here.

Matt and I continued our work on Friday with a couple of smaller speeches I have later in the show, which are almost identical in language but are spoken by two of the characters I play, so an interesting thing MacIvor has done here with the writing. In this play This One is trying to tell the story about a fictitious person, Ray, and he and That One also play the fictitious characters in this imaginary Ray’s life, his family, etc. At one point as This One is portraying one of Ray’s imaginary family members That One challenges him, interrupts him, and This One is in some sense forced to “improvise”. This is discussed a bit between them, intercut with another scene, and then circles back around to the same moment only this time That One forces This One to just be himself and speak honestly. Again, “It’s complex” 😉 Anyway, Matt just about blew my mind with the twist he gave me on the approach to these speeches. He’s always pulling in more emotion, a place I’m wary of going without an outer guide (i.e. a director) that I trust. I trust Matt completely. So now these later speeches, each monologue using similar language to the other, are coloured in a way I did not anticipate, but was VERY happy with at the end of our time together. I think what we ended up working out together on these two speeches is an incredible understanding of this moment … I only hope I can portray this …

And then today (yesterday now, I guess) all three of us were back together for some group work, finishing out the scene between This One and That One from the other night and the following scene from the imaginary Ray story, resulting in us running scenes 1-7 – the first 28min or so of the show. It felt good! Not “good” like I wanna show anyone, but “good” to have accomplished that much and put it together. Gives us all a different sense of where we are and where we’re going and what we need to do. We have LOTS to do!

scott


IN ON IT Notes – Nov 7/2016(PM)

IN ON IT sound design work - Michael Holmes Lauder

IN ON IT sound design work – Michael Holmes Lauder

Michael and I met on Saturday and roughed out a draft of sound design taking us from pre-show to scene #5 — this is basically the part of the play we’ve refined through further work at this point. So it might be fun to use some of the sounds during rehearsal. It’s only preliminary work we’re preparing for Spinney’s input/critique/approval, but chipping away at it gradually now, rather than later, will be very helpful in numerous ways. We really are just the 3 of us covering all aspects of production, so managing our time is essential – and one of those ways is by inviting help when we do need it and can get that help, so we’re luckily having Diane Cole in to help us with some dance choreography the show requires at one point. Having Diane work that out and work with us is going to be immensely helpful.

Tonight I met Matt by myself for an hour or so and we worked the opening speech of the show. GOOD SESSION! I really love the way Matt pulls things through the play. This opening always seemed cold and clinical to me when reading, and it always grabbed me that way. We went in a completely different direction tonight and I am now seeing this speech more clearly, seeing This One more clearly, and I’m just waking up to how difficult this part will be to pull off effectively.

I’m also at the point where that Mamet-ian notion begins to take effect where “all these feelings are engendered by the script”, by which I mean I’m starting to meld my own personal character with that of This One, the main part I play – we both have numerous “characters”. I start to see myself in the role and begin to feel weird emotional connections and reactions in the room, but upon reflection it’s mostly made up and just the play playing through my head … right?

This show is so tight, in every way, and we need to be the same in performance and production execution … we have our work cut out for us over the next 2 months.

scott


IN ON IT Notes – Nov 5/2016(AM)

It’s been a slow burn up to this point in the process – due mostly to my unreliably migrained head. However, in the last couple weeks we have made HUGE strides which I credit to our fine director, Mr. Spinney. Matt is carving out a process I am thoroughly enjoying and we have the time to play – and this is what Matt’s pushing, the playful nature in the rehearsal room which gets lost a bit when you are under the gun of time. We have burned away some time (see my head note above), but we are still in a very good spot.

IN ON IT script p.3

IN ON IT script p.3

Our first month together was spent doing rough outlines of each scene, reading together, walking through general blocking, and some minor playing inside that framework. End scene, move on. It went smoothly gave us the perfect sense of the whole that we needed to go back to the top of the show and start our first pass under a closer look at things, sans scripts – ooh, I love this part of the process!!! The lines are there in our head, some more shaky than others, but Michael and I are meeting to help smooth out those bumps, so then we get up on the floor with Matt tossing out brilliant ideas and insights – when we decided on this play I was feeling a little “ummph” about not having Matt on stage because he is SO STRONG ON STAGE, but he is a wizard at the table in the director’s seat. This is my 2nd time with Matt at the helm, the last being a one-man MacIvor show, so we’ve always had strong texts to work with, but Matt pulls stuff out and sees things in very perceptive ways. I’m super glad to have him steering our ship. He’s IN ON IT.

We’re up to scene “4” in our script, moving onto scene “5” next time – we’re covering about 6min of stage time in 2hrs of rehearsal. It’s beautiful. We’ve spent a good amount of time on each scene we’ve gone over so far so that they are in a solid state when we move on … looking forward to maybe running a few of these together now because the transitions are so informative between the various characters as to how to approach this from a technical/craft standpoint. Finding the things that differentiate the various persons we are while maintaining who we are … yeah, this is a hard frickin’ play …

So tonight (last night?) we worked a scene between a father, Ray, and son, Miles. They are having dinner together but they don’t communicate well, which makes this scene worse because important news is being shared. When we got to the end Spinney noted how from the beginning of the scene Miles is driving at avoiding Ray which leads/builds over the scene to the insertion of Brenda, Miles’ mother, Ray’s wife, as the usual buffer between the two – Brenda is only mentioned in the scene, not actually in it, and Matt’s insight into Miles’ problem from the top being that she’s absent was just an example of the great stuff this guy is pulling from the text … seems almost obvious now, but … it wasn’t for Michael and I because we’re just focused on other stuff. So good to have a director who is an actor.

In the morning (when I wake up) we’ll be spending a day focusing on tech design, but maybe a bit of rehearsing as well … Monday night Matt and I will focus on some of my speeches, which I look forward to covering as it will help with my overall sense of This One …

scott


IN ON IT Notes – Sept 12/2016(PM)

This One & That One directed by The One

This One & That One directed by The One

In On It. We are now. You will be soon.

Theatrically invigorated by our first rehearsal of the process, post-read-through. Good to be the rehearsal room again. Excellent to be playing off Michael’s energy and passion one-on-one; feeling securely inspired under Matthew’s directorial eye; a wonderful feeling to be within the craft of MacIvor’s text; thrilled to see where we take this, together.

scott








  1. Rebekah Chasse

    I can’t wait to see The Table Experiments. I love the idea of “from the ground up” creation like this.

  2. Very much looking forward to the production in SJ (I’ll be there on the 28th). I’ve recommended that two of my classes see it. (I’m going to mention your ‘nerves’ issue to my performance class, who are having their own panics at present!)

  3. Thanks for your continued support of our work in SJ, Sandra! Always great to see you out there and we appreciate you spreading the word about the show … and for me the “nerves” issue is not something that overcomes me at the time of performance (knocking on wood right now), but more in contemplation afterwards … “I got up there, and did what? Oh, man … never again!” That feeling has kept me off stage for quite lengthy spells in the past … like years …

  4. The SJ performance was, in its Tempest way, spell-binding. The actors were all on top of their game, and the play is just so energetic, so frenetic, so chock-a-block with variety. The word that comes to mind for my reaction was “wonder”–and not just “I wonder what the hell is going on,” but being full of wonderment. Thoroughly enjoyable. I hope you get a good, responsive crowd out this Friday.

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